Thursday, August 05, 2004

4:20 PM -

a fickle creature i am

i haven't had a birthday party in years. like literally, the last time i had one, the highlights were a Winnie the Pooh cake and throwing water ballons. yeesh.

so because of various friends telling me, "you MUST have a party" and the above reason....i think i will. well, i know i will, just organizing it all is a little tricky.

Harriett thinks we should go drink before we go out...and eat something too. I dunno about the food part- who's going to want to eat at 10pm? maybe just appetizers and drinks downstairs after i settle in at the clift. YES, i'm freaking crazy. i suppose though, if i did randomly go stay there on a thursday night for no apparent reason...why not my birthday? dammit, why the hell not...

errr, but figuring out all the details is kinda lame. it sorta takes the fun out it. like i don't have enough to juggle!!

i'm sure it'll all come together.

oh shit, i'm gonna be late for work.

Wednesday, August 4

11:45 PM -

tweaker

dude, the advert at the top of this screen is for aqua teen hunger force t-shirts. but all i'm seeing is master shake, frylock, and meatwad, and thinking....damn i'm freaking hungry. i wish i had me one of them milkshakes.

i really need to go to the grocery store. i'm pretty sure it's been a good 2 to 3 months since i've actually gone and gotten stuff to eat for the week. my fridge consists of random beer that i don't drink and various odd sized containers of milk which i'm sure are rancid. let's see, oh and an unopened bottle of caesar dresing. ahhh, but i may have some trader joes banana toaster waffles in the freezer. meh, i can't get my hopes up. since it is such a long journey from my seat here to the kitchen. (um, no, not really).

so be it i'm your crowbar

2:13 AM -

i should sleep. i must sleep. i need to sleep. sleep...glorious sleep. "i would like...if i may...to take you on a strange journey...." why don't i have the rocky horror picture show in any format?

i'm totally blowing off the group this week. i could go. but i'd rather not. i'd rather visit the land of make believe for the afternoon. it's nicer, prettier that way. the other swept into a little pile and put in the closet. shhh, we don't talk about that.

a week from today...24.

why the fuck can i not sleep. (rhetorical) it's almost like i don't want to sleep because i know that it's going to be the same shit again tomorrow (like groundhog day) so i might as well stay awake.

i hate this. i wish i had some chocolate. and i'm fucking sick of portishead.

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Last Five
treasure - Thursday, Sept. 06, 2006
need - Sunday, May. 22, 2005
where is here - Friday, May. 13, 2005
save me. - Monday, May. 09, 2005
nonsense - Sunday, May. 01, 2005

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