hoho's and ding dongs are far superior to the lowly hostess cupcake. i should know, i just had three each of the hoho's and ding dongs, and part of a cupcake. that and a milk chug rounds out my dinner.

i don't want to know what time it is. i've been "on" all day. office until 4, shoot from 5-9pm, fitting 9:30-11.

i have a show tomorrow night. jonathan wanted to shoot thursday, but i was like....um, i think i need the rest. somehow i'm able to get myself more work than my agency has so far. but i suppose it's only been about a week since my compcards were done.

i must be crazy taking on so much. last saturday was a show, last thursday, another show. hopefully i'll do fashion on the square at the end of the month. hey, i'm not complaining, i love it. it's just very tiring, especially having to work normal office hours on top of it. oh but i love it. as ridiculous as it all is.

But I really want to be a part of the 1st annual SF Fashion Week. Come on City...get me some WORK!

Actually, i figure, with as much energy as i've been putting into this endeavor...it should soon pay off... big. and i've been working my ass off, literally. above and beyond. stepping in as choreographer, makeup artist, set decorator. and let me tell you kids...there is a lot of UNPAID work involved before the paid stuff comes along. it's not like someone overnight hands you a contract for $X million dollars.

i don't mind it...the experience is worth it and i'm making great connections. and hell, i don't mind the grunt work, it makes me feel usefull and more than just one of the listless models sitting on the couch on her cellphone waiting to be told to get to makeup.

what the hell? there is some japanese cartoon on adult swim...i just caught one line but it was an older guy telling a young boy that "you can be the best damn software programer you want...you can be a game designer if you really want it." something to that affect. :P

right then, now i know it's time for bed.

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Last Five
treasure - Thursday, Sept. 06, 2006
need - Sunday, May. 22, 2005
where is here - Friday, May. 13, 2005
save me. - Monday, May. 09, 2005
nonsense - Sunday, May. 01, 2005

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