well, i am no longer playing the field. it was a short lived venture that need not drag on any longer. good thing it only took about a week to find out.

i realized last night that i'm really enjoying going home at night and just reading or watching tv or napping. its good for me. going on walks is good for me. going to the grocery store eventually would be good for me. still need to do that. didn't really have dinner last night. boo. i did have some rye crackers and fruit though. better than nothing i suppose.

and i'm really starting to notice how lame and annoying these cretins are. i don't want a relationship, i don't want casual sex with people who live in the backwaters. ideally it'd be a buddy in the berkeley area who doesn't want the relationship drama either but wouldn't mind... hmmm, this is all starting to make sense to me now.

room to do my own work. room for my own life.

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Last Five
treasure - Thursday, Sept. 06, 2006
need - Sunday, May. 22, 2005
where is here - Friday, May. 13, 2005
save me. - Monday, May. 09, 2005
nonsense - Sunday, May. 01, 2005

ALL