so here i am packing the boy up. this house is sweltering. he is calmly playing with the dishes in the sink. i am lugging toys and clothes downstairs bit by bit. trying to stay strong. don't start crying. he'll be fine, i'll be fine. it's times like these that i really wish i had someone here with me. to help me be strong through it, to see us off at the airport. to pick me up again when i come home alone at midnight. it's okay, i'll be strong for us. just the packing, the whole transitional process is a bitch. my room is a cluttered mess. lived in. it will be a bit emptier now. i will be able to rest now. i don't want to think of it. i don't want to think of it. this won't last forever.

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Last Five
treasure - Thursday, Sept. 06, 2006
need - Sunday, May. 22, 2005
where is here - Friday, May. 13, 2005
save me. - Monday, May. 09, 2005
nonsense - Sunday, May. 01, 2005

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