it's amazing what sleep and a gorgeous haircut can do for a girls outlook. plus it's clear out today, thank god.

this "hope" or "truth" thing that was previously mentioned has no bearing on the direct future. so i will bury down under my spleen or somewhere along with the knowledge that i will grrow old in mendocino with babies and chickens. i think this place is called dreamland. but with every knowledge that it is in the realm of possibility. but for all i know i'll move to paris in a year and spend the rest of my days on the riviera. that sounds nice too.

either way none of the above has any relevance to the world i am in at the present. namely living alone in berkeley working in a lame, yet well paying office, making steps toward modeldom.

baby boy's words of wisdom this morning are "be kind and beautiful." what a sweetie. this is the same kid that peed in my bed twice over the night though. bah.

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Last Five
treasure - Thursday, Sept. 06, 2006
need - Sunday, May. 22, 2005
where is here - Friday, May. 13, 2005
save me. - Monday, May. 09, 2005
nonsense - Sunday, May. 01, 2005

ALL