heavily not let the head ache rest. i've entered a silence. look blankly at the facts. decipher relevant information. disgard. i can't access this fear and pain. it is too much to hold. instead i keep distant relations with the idea of the possiblity. trying not to be glum. avoiding reality's drama by reasoning away the need to panic. i hold the power even though some one else holds the ransome.

my latent ire.

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Last Five
treasure - Thursday, Sept. 06, 2006
need - Sunday, May. 22, 2005
where is here - Friday, May. 13, 2005
save me. - Monday, May. 09, 2005
nonsense - Sunday, May. 01, 2005

ALL