and i knew it. i should have never let my heart go so soon. bullshit and fairytales. this is ridiculous. i am through with this fucking place. how and why when everything is a monumental farce? even the good in my life at times is tainted. i have no place here. love. that is not love. my tears are not love. flake. flake me a landslide. i want my mommy but she's more of a wreck than i am right now. fuck you. i hurt all over. every cell in despair. i shove it down and shut up. i am fit for no one.

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Last Five
treasure - Thursday, Sept. 06, 2006
need - Sunday, May. 22, 2005
where is here - Friday, May. 13, 2005
save me. - Monday, May. 09, 2005
nonsense - Sunday, May. 01, 2005

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