"The poet becomes seer through a long, immense and reasoned derangement of all the sense. All shapes of love, suffering, madness. He searches himself, he exhausts all poisons in himself, to keep only the quintessences..." -Allen Ginsberg

Co is going inpatient. She's been quietly sliding lately and lost fifteen more pounds. She's in for a hell of ride. I hope she has some good insurance. (but damn, she still has more cleavage than me, wtf?!) i love that girl like i love Ali. why my girls got to get sick for? i know too many.

it's a fucking silent epidemic and it fucking pisses me off. no one talks about it because it usually only effects affluent white girls (okay, or those brought up in the mainstream white culture). the media creates this. the patriarchal hierarchy breeds this. the good ole boys love that it keeps young, intelligent women at bay, constantly spinning over minutea.

she'll get better but she'll never be whole again. she's got some balls for going on her own. i just hope it takes the first time. too many years have been wasted already.

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Last Five
treasure - Thursday, Sept. 06, 2006
need - Sunday, May. 22, 2005
where is here - Friday, May. 13, 2005
save me. - Monday, May. 09, 2005
nonsense - Sunday, May. 01, 2005

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