i see how the traits that i dislike and which anger me about other people are often the traits in myself that i fear and am guilty of.

who am i to judge?

being on the receiving end of it, though, is an awful feeling. i've been duped. i've been had. i've been tricked and manipulated. how dare they! that is sick, that is fucked up.

and yet, who am i to judge?

rather...

compassion for myself and the trait in myself, compassion for others when the trait is reflected back at me through them.

forgive and let go.

but they shouldn't...! but it's still...!

forgive and let go.

love it out of existance.

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Last Five
treasure - Thursday, Sept. 06, 2006
need - Sunday, May. 22, 2005
where is here - Friday, May. 13, 2005
save me. - Monday, May. 09, 2005
nonsense - Sunday, May. 01, 2005

ALL