ahhh, i just got back from lunch. i was getting a little antsy and cramped because i had to wait for these people to leave so i could go.

i walked up solano and rested under the bart tracks. there's a nice path and some grass. i laid down and stretched, relaxing, then ROOOOOARRRRRR a train goes by over head and i'm staring straight up at it. holy shit i was so scared. but since i was there and i wanted to read and recharge i had to get used to it. and each time a train passed over i'd brace for it and remember to breathe. and by the time i was ready to go, i wasn't scared of it anymore. it was a bit loud, but i just let it pass and road it out.

i stretched, i read, i breathed. and the track didn't collapse and fall on me.

then i went to this little greek bakery and bought a cookie and some baklava. the woman was so sweet, calling me honey and sweetie. walking back to work i started feeling guilty for eating more carbs for lunch. but then i thought, well this is what i want to eat and i'm eating it and that is okay. and my goodness is it tasty!!

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Last Five
treasure - Thursday, Sept. 06, 2006
need - Sunday, May. 22, 2005
where is here - Friday, May. 13, 2005
save me. - Monday, May. 09, 2005
nonsense - Sunday, May. 01, 2005

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