well then. crazyness at work. crazy at home. crazy. crazy. crazy. it lends itself well to creative writing, can't you tell?

doc appointment went well yesterday. it was a stellar performance. i nearly had myself convinced. actually, i think it is partly true. but really, who can be 100% productive all day long when all you're doing is sitting at a desk, day in, day out, doing the same 5 menial tasks?

paula thinks most of my problems are due to the fact that i have a kiddo but no partner to share the burden and responsibilites of paying the bills with.

well duh. if i had someone to share expenses with it'd make my life a hell of a lot easier. not to mention another person to bounce decisions off of, another person to help out with him, someone else who could give him attention. maybe i should live in a commune. oh wait, i sort of do. but one without any other kids. and it's not like my roommate is particularly stellar when it comes to problem solving, or stress management.

i told P. i'm not in any hurry to try that out again. she said, "well, sometimes things have a way of just happening, and maybe the right one will appear." she's right. things do have a way of happening.

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Last Five
treasure - Thursday, Sept. 06, 2006
need - Sunday, May. 22, 2005
where is here - Friday, May. 13, 2005
save me. - Monday, May. 09, 2005
nonsense - Sunday, May. 01, 2005

ALL