certainnly not the stellar record one could have wished for as far as food was concerned. or the lack of. or the excess of. or the ultimate purging of. oops. how exactly did that happen.

something's not right and it's manifesting itself in the old ways. a slippery slope. and the question is? and the answer is? i'm not even sure at this point. but i'm allowing this to happen for some reason. unknown to me at this point, or if I know, I'm not admitting it, even to myself.

I'm not going to pry or even venture to guess. why this phase has come again. i don't want to know. the symptoms are closer than the cure. and the pathogen has yet to be flushed out.

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Last Five
treasure - Thursday, Sept. 06, 2006
need - Sunday, May. 22, 2005
where is here - Friday, May. 13, 2005
save me. - Monday, May. 09, 2005
nonsense - Sunday, May. 01, 2005

ALL