it's a bright sunny day. thank christ for that. the gloom and soot of yesterday has been replaced by a radiant sky.

i however need a nicotine patch. tori is helping somewhat as i speed through the morning office madness. but gaddammit i can't breathe. i need, i need, i need a cigarette. i had another dream about senor, but i'm not able to remember all of it thank god. i don't think it was nearly as horrible as the night before.

it is a bright sunny day. it is a bright sunny day. lather rinse repeat. until it takes. until i believe it. and i do. i do.

and i am justified. and i am beautiful. and this is what matters.

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Last Five
treasure - Thursday, Sept. 06, 2006
need - Sunday, May. 22, 2005
where is here - Friday, May. 13, 2005
save me. - Monday, May. 09, 2005
nonsense - Sunday, May. 01, 2005

ALL