somehow i have managed to gain 7 pounds in the last two weeks. i'm not sure how this has happened. well okay, so maybe eating constantly has something to do with it. i am resisting the urge to wolf down the rest of the heartshaped short bread cookies taunting me from my desk.

and this with two modeling agencies at my door. yes, two now! the decision might have to come down to which one will want me to lose the weight. which i will do regardless. but it'd be nice to not have the pressure.

i feel horribly sluggish with the extra weight, which some might say looks just fine. but it feels horrid. i just hope i fit into the clothes for the show tomorrow. eek! i'm guessing that since the line is geared towards mainly sistahs there will be a fair bet that I won't be TOO big.

baby boy gets home next weekend. the old house has been moved out of. the new house is a freaking mess - boxes everywhere.

the boys i'd wish would fall off the face of the earth keep calling and the ones i'd love to hear from, of course, are not calling. so it goes. at this point they can all go fark themselves. oh wait...they do.

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Last Five
treasure - Thursday, Sept. 06, 2006
need - Sunday, May. 22, 2005
where is here - Friday, May. 13, 2005
save me. - Monday, May. 09, 2005
nonsense - Sunday, May. 01, 2005

ALL