a cold sheen of night air on the duvet
trying futilely to find my space
it was here somewhere in my
distractions
i lost it along the way

not so much
i'll take what i can get
a semblance of balance,
or at least presence.
so far removed

never dose it
dose it to show i can
the futile brazenness
no reason; just crazymaking
her aptitude defies me
lies lies
shake the furor
mad exhaustion
disqualifies

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Last Five
treasure - Thursday, Sept. 06, 2006
need - Sunday, May. 22, 2005
where is here - Friday, May. 13, 2005
save me. - Monday, May. 09, 2005
nonsense - Sunday, May. 01, 2005

ALL