And here it is on Monday, how mundane. So sick of my trivial flowery verbiage. Life in front of a screen. Perhaps this is not right for me. Maybe I need to be free. This journal grows....

Okay, let's try this again. Today is Monday. Another week, and another chance to get it right. And I have so much work facing me. What seems like mountains of trecherous negotiations with myself on one side and babyfer's father on the other. I really need to tie this up, it's strung on for long enough. No need to prolong the pain. Meanwhile my sanity exits stage left. Ai-yah. Keep it together. Last week for a few days I had tapped into the energy and strength I so need for all of this. Then BAM, out the window it goes. Hmmph. Let's get back there, shall we. Enough of this putrid wallowing. It's all for nothing. Nothing productive has come of it. I've gone forward and then back again. But onto moving forward.

My computer came today!!!! Yeeee-hah! Okay, so now I know what I'll be doing at lunch...I can take a nap another day.

Lighthearted adj.
Not being burdened by trouble, worry, or care; happy and carefree. See Synonyms at glad

This is where I want to live.

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Last Five
treasure - Thursday, Sept. 06, 2006
need - Sunday, May. 22, 2005
where is here - Friday, May. 13, 2005
save me. - Monday, May. 09, 2005
nonsense - Sunday, May. 01, 2005

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