night...and i'm not quite sure what to do with myself. the sensible part that knows i have to be at work at 8:30 says, "go home, sleep, eat something."

ahhh, but the other side, the part that loves the night, that feeds off frenetic energy, that detests going to my empty house (empty aside from my psychotic roommate and her frantic child) says, "it's only 8:30...it's EARLY...go get a drink, play pool, do something, anything."

but i've been burning the candle from every side. to keep busy. to keep occupied. to keep from thinking too much. and it's wearing my ass out. yet it's only tuesday and i'm already getting that itch for entropy.

i need to find a new house and fast. preferably one without another roommate.

i think i'll compromise and take the long way back, through the trees of tilden. down the road which always calms me.

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Last Five
treasure - Thursday, Sept. 06, 2006
need - Sunday, May. 22, 2005
where is here - Friday, May. 13, 2005
save me. - Monday, May. 09, 2005
nonsense - Sunday, May. 01, 2005

ALL