my head has been overrun by far too many substances. nearly dark, and what to do. what to do when that ache is there. the ache for something, anything. i'll smoke the fucking carpet. go see a movie? what then, what then. i feel like a junkie. lost all sense of direction and ability to function. unencumbered by the thought process. sickly creature. i want to find my safe home somewhere. somewhere, i will find it. and i will be able to rest. rest.

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Last Five
treasure - Thursday, Sept. 06, 2006
need - Sunday, May. 22, 2005
where is here - Friday, May. 13, 2005
save me. - Monday, May. 09, 2005
nonsense - Sunday, May. 01, 2005

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