bloody hell. this week is going to be shit. i can already tell. well, hopefully i'll be able to get through it okay. it seems that my boss decided to reschedule his trip so he won't be out on thursday and friday. this is a problem because i'm supposed to be in the city thursday afternoon to meet with the agency. friday it's a problem because i don't have childcare for baby boy because his school is on spring break.

okay, so maybe, the week won't be shit. but it will certainly be a challenge. i need to focus. i need to get to bed early. i need to spend more time with baby boy. he has been so hard to handle the last few days. i think my tolerance for him at the end of his two months starts to wane. i'm hanging on by a small thread of disney cartoons and visits to friends. at least when we hang out with others i have more than one set of eyes on him. and it's good that he has attention from people other than me. i can only give so much to him before i am completely burned out. and i am very near burn out. two weeks left. i want to make them as painless as possible.

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Last Five
treasure - Thursday, Sept. 06, 2006
need - Sunday, May. 22, 2005
where is here - Friday, May. 13, 2005
save me. - Monday, May. 09, 2005
nonsense - Sunday, May. 01, 2005

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