well then, back in at the office and everyone is in a grumpy mood. wonderful. and it comes as a suprise that i was "sick" for almost a week? with this environment it's a good thing i don't just not come in at all.

i can see that this will not last much longer than another year or so. come on modeling or whatever, lets get going. this is bullshit. i can tell that i am getting bored. getting bored? darling, it's chronic. but what do you expect, same desk, same people, same routine, day after day. it wouldn't be so bad if the people i'm surrounded by were inspired or friendly or fun. but jeezus, everyone is depressed and in a funk. no wonder i feel like i need to prop myself up just to get through the drudgery.

so what exactly is the next frontier to conquere? a change is needed soon.

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Last Five
treasure - Thursday, Sept. 06, 2006
need - Sunday, May. 22, 2005
where is here - Friday, May. 13, 2005
save me. - Monday, May. 09, 2005
nonsense - Sunday, May. 01, 2005

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