well then...certain things do have their pull, don't they. ahh, i am fooling myself when i think, "oh, it's just a cleanse, it's just a way to drop a couple pounds."

and yes, i will try to be smart and just cut back a little. starting with the huge amount of pastries and cookies i seem to have consumed lately. adding in more fruits and veggies.

it seems almost as if my brain has two modes when it comes to food. eat it all with wild abandon or restrict with a scientific passion. neither of them are where i want to be. i really enjoy eating everything in sight, but the reality of it is i also enjoy being thin...or at least not fat. and eating loads of sugar and carbs is generally not very healthy. and as for the restricting...hhmm. well, at least i have on my side that i don't really stick with it for very long.

nevertheless, i am making a step toward curbing my consumption for better or worse. hopefully for the better.

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Last Five
treasure - Thursday, Sept. 06, 2006
need - Sunday, May. 22, 2005
where is here - Friday, May. 13, 2005
save me. - Monday, May. 09, 2005
nonsense - Sunday, May. 01, 2005

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