Friday, Jan. 02, 2004 | 9:11 pm
trust

I closed my doors before you could make it in.
Tracing figure eights on my snowy breast.
I held my ground.
My rancorous smile fleeing,
Face drawn, holding.
Holding.
For a moment, to withdraw graciously.
I've beat this back before,
Locked up and shut down for winter.
My brave face -
Ha!
A stalemate.
My sentinels scream warning;
But a siren cannot be ignored.
In the wake of devastation,
I'm pulled toward a new season.
Hesitant and timid. . .
Leave this alone!!
This sweet torture,
Beyond my control.
It's all I can do
To keep the walls
Standing, protecting,
My fearful heart.
* * *
Sweet torture
Gracious spleandour.
I cannot deny this.


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